if you need to be loved you will never be loved if you need to be appreciated you will never be appreciated if you need to be respected you will never be respected that which you need and chase will always allude you if you pretend to not need your bluff will be caught love appreciation respect and things of that nature are side effects they cannot be subscribed they are given the only way out is total immersion in perfecting yourself choiceless hopeless needless mindless immersion